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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

The Melancholic Dejection

To watch as bright blue and red lights flail the air
So mystical while asking yourself
Why stupidity follows your every move?
Wretchedness
Witchcraft and parody
Sublime my mind
Fester, squeal and scream
Some things are just meant to happen
Most fates are disagreeable
Often paradoxes of each other
Hexagonal diagrams cannot describe life
But merely how to be meek
Allowing such harsh futile sounds into my mind
Is somehow calming and fertile
Until the transition, that is
Coalesce to control
Confer and infer
All space within this voided proximity
These spirits don't haunt with haste
But many speak and scream
And scream they must
For they have labours that shadow
Amplitudes of white noise surround my head
I cannot even read my own thoughts anymore
I am finished
Erased, destroyed and cut out
It matters not about perspective
I give into the pressure
To let it collapse my entirety
My darkened spiral of love
I despise the plague that I am
This is no more
I am no more
There is no pain, anymore
Nothing can hurt me
Nothing can stop me
I am the alpha and omega
The beginning and the end
Erased, destroyed, finished
And all is left silent.

Note To Self:
as long as i don't think about it,
i am fine..
hell, i feel better.

nuthin' can dominate my mind.

my life,
my control.


reminisced;
- 9:13 PM

EL INTROVERTO

el introverto

Zakaria
Officially 19
Demure by nature
Straight, single and not-looking
Music & Audio Tech student at SP
Drums & percussions
Sinister Infants
Melodic punk rock

i am just the way i am. judge me for all you want. it doesn't matter. it didn't matter. it will not matter. be nice. and maybe with a wee bit of a miracle, i might just be whoever you want me to be.

THE SONG FOR YOU

THE WISHLIST

Get above 3.0 for 2nd year's GPA
Get that scholarship
Write a poetry compilation book
Finish writing the 3 songs
Record those 3 songs
That white electric guitar
New Zildjian drumsticks
Sinister Infants reunion
Perform on that homecoming event
Break this inner barrier
Tell her
Read her mind
Write her a goodbye-i'll-go-unless-you-stop-me song


THE WALL




THE HEROES AND HEROINES

Afiq
Ain
Amin
Amir
Angela
Arini
Aziz
Cerlyn
Crystal
Danial
Dayana
Dina
Elmo
Gazali
Imran
Iswan
Jali
Jethro
Joel
Jun Rong
Kak Nisa (cuzzin)
Kamilliya
Lenus
Liyana
Lloyd
Nafeesa
Namira
Naqib
Nisa
Radhiah
Radhiyah
Sakinah
Shafiq
Shakir
Sharina
Suhailah
Syafiqah
Syamil
Syima
Thaqif
Vicky
Wiwik
Zoul
Zubaidah



THE PAST

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THE CREDITS

Designer GWEND
Brushes MISS M