Wow.. It's been quite some time since I last felt this free.. On my weekend that is.. Heh. Okay, so i have my space back.. Woo! It felt kinda weird initially, 'cuz I'd usually wake up early around 6.30am on my Saturdays and get ready for work by 7.30am. So yeah.. I stopped work for a while. Probably an indefinite hiatus.. Heh.. It's not that I hate the job.. Maybe I'd like to try newer stuff. Something related to music, perhaps? I was thinking of a music CD store.. It'll be just like heaven. Haha.. Just think about, you get to get hold on to the latest records, discover new music.. Oooh.. But it's gonna be a wee bit tough getting a part time job at some place like that.. Hmmm.. They'll normally be looking for full timers.. Oh well, maybe I'll just quit school and then work full time at some music CD shop.. Cool huh..?
Oh.. And I got to watch Troy again last night. This time on TV. Woo! I watched TV! Heh.. It's still one forever awesome epic movie.. Shibby.
By the way, our DVPT shooting is halfway done. The casts are awesome.. Ahaha..
Note To Self: it's getting pretty near really very near the days are so countable with fingers and i'm getting pretty nervous hmmm.. booyah?
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
The Dejavu II
Dreams. Why do they always feel so real? They're like a theater of our own illusions; a stage in which everyone plays a part. Only in mine, you're always the leading lady, and I always play the victim.. oh well..
ps: that mixtape is almost ready.
Note To Self: do you care if i don't know what to say? will you sleep tonight, will you think of me? will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay? that there's someone out there who feels just like me, there is..
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
The Static Tonight
Note To Self: this awkward silence makes me crazy.. hmmm..
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
The Morning Waits
Just hold on in there, Zakaria.. Semester's gonna end soon. It'll be over in no time. Till then, play time's got to wait.. Oh God.. 3 major assignments to go..
Oh.. But despite all the strained time, I managed to write 2 new songs. Heh. Still incomplete though.. On the way. Hmmm.. Acoustic, maybe..?
Note To Self: the fireworks last night were awesome. how i wish there were more. hmmm.. you should've seen your own eyes..
how i wish life's a tape; play, stop, rewind, play..
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
The Sticks And Stones
One word: Shibby. Note To Self: talk to me, if there's ever a need to i'm all ears..
use me like a punching bag, kick me if it calms you i'm all yours..
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Monday, July 7, 2008
The New Old Portait
I'm as good as new.. Heh. Today was awesome. What happened at work really made my day. I don't know, I just felt jumpy.. Siao.. Maybe because nothing went wrong. No wrong orders, no trouble-searching-messed-up customers.. Maybe because I feel really comfortable with the new short hair.. And Shafiq was singing those old pop songs like a broken record player. Just name it, Backstreet Boys, Britney Spears... He got it.. Hmmm.. The weird thing was, that I was singing along with him too! Haha. Jackass..
Oh, and I guess being jumpy really paid off.. I got 9 bucks as tips from 2 separate customers.. Sweeet.. Haha..
Today was also Shi Yu's last day.. Well, she's not exactly resigning.. She'll be on a 3-month break till her exams are over.. Aww.. So now it'll only be me and Shafiq now that she's leaving.. Oh well.. Weekends will still be as crazy with Shafiq around.. Heh.
And I finally got his 80gb iPod.. I need to return him a favour.. So yeah.. Whatever I'm listening to, he'll be listening to them too.. Get the hint?
By the way, this new song on my blog is really awesome.. Heh. I don't know.. I just like it. Perhaps it's the melody.. The lyrics are also very real. Hmmm.. Oh well.. I've got to broaden my music genre anyways.. Cheers.
Note To Self: maybe it's true.. :)
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
The Memory Remains
To that "someone" on the tagboard: Hmmm.. It's hard.. It isn't as easy as it's supposed to be.. Well, you know, some things in the past just tend to affect the present and the future drastically.. I have my reasons.
Note To Self: it'll have to take more time.. i'm still trying to break this psychological barrier.. and i'm really trying very hard...
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EL INTROVERTO
Zakaria
Officially 19
Demure by nature
Straight, single and not-looking
Music & Audio Tech student at SP
Drums & percussions
Sinister Infants
Melodic punk rock
i am just the way i am.
judge me for all you want.
it doesn't matter.
it didn't matter.
it will not matter.
be nice. and maybe with a wee bit of a miracle,
i might just be whoever you want me to be.
THE SONG FOR YOU
THE WISHLIST
Get above 3.0 for 2nd year's GPA
Get that scholarship
Write a poetry compilation book
Finish writing the 3 songs
Record those 3 songs
That white electric guitar New Zildjian drumsticks Sinister Infants reunion Perform on that homecoming event Break this inner barrier Tell her
Read her mind
Write her a goodbye-i'll-go-unless-you-stop-me song
