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Friday, June 20, 2008

The Plague You Just Can't Kill

I managed to recover fast from yesterday's anguish. Well, it occurred again. And I think it was amongst the worst that's ever happened.. Hmmm.. Fagg. My head almost blew up. I felt really terrible.. So terrible I was comparable to a pile of crap. Even a pile of crap isn't as worthless - they can still be used as fertilizers. I just.. Hmmm.. Oh fuck it. It's pointless to tell anyway.. But I really needed someone to talk to at that point of time.. But then again, I was having second thoughts.. I wouldn't want others to feel like shit too, would I? Man, if only I could pen down or even draw out what I was thinking and show it to the world...

(And thanks Aziz.. So sorry I just had to go off during our conversation.. Hope you understand, dude..)

Hmmm.. At least the sunset and the sight of kids laughing and running around with their happy family at Vivocity calmed me down.. And of course, the many couples that were around.. They just made me more envious. Oh well..

ps: Oh.. And hey.. I understand your situation. Your bro needed you. No need to apologize, yeah.. And thanks for the advice.. Cheers.

Note To Self:
the things that are reason enough for me to keep going on..
- my mum
- music
- you


reminisced;
- 11:51 PM

EL INTROVERTO

el introverto

Zakaria
Officially 19
Demure by nature
Straight, single and not-looking
Music & Audio Tech student at SP
Drums & percussions
Sinister Infants
Melodic punk rock

i am just the way i am. judge me for all you want. it doesn't matter. it didn't matter. it will not matter. be nice. and maybe with a wee bit of a miracle, i might just be whoever you want me to be.

THE SONG FOR YOU

THE WISHLIST

Get above 3.0 for 2nd year's GPA
Get that scholarship
Write a poetry compilation book
Finish writing the 3 songs
Record those 3 songs
That white electric guitar
New Zildjian drumsticks
Sinister Infants reunion
Perform on that homecoming event
Break this inner barrier
Tell her
Read her mind
Write her a goodbye-i'll-go-unless-you-stop-me song


THE WALL




THE HEROES AND HEROINES

Afiq
Ain
Amin
Amir
Angela
Arini
Aziz
Cerlyn
Crystal
Danial
Dayana
Dina
Elmo
Gazali
Imran
Iswan
Jali
Jethro
Joel
Jun Rong
Kak Nisa (cuzzin)
Kamilliya
Lenus
Liyana
Lloyd
Nafeesa
Namira
Naqib
Nisa
Radhiah
Radhiyah
Sakinah
Shafiq
Shakir
Sharina
Suhailah
Syafiqah
Syamil
Syima
Thaqif
Vicky
Wiwik
Zoul
Zubaidah



THE PAST

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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April 2009
May 2009
August 2009


THE CREDITS

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