To watch as bright blue and red lights flail the air So mystical while asking yourself Why stupidity follows your every move? Wretchedness Witchcraft and parody Sublime my mind Fester, squeal and scream Some things are just meant to happen Most fates are disagreeable Often paradoxes of each other Hexagonal diagrams cannot describe life But merely how to be meek Allowing such harsh futile sounds into my mind Is somehow calming and fertile Until the transition, that is Coalesce to control Confer and infer All space within this voided proximity These spirits don't haunt with haste But many speak and scream And scream they must For they have labours that shadow Amplitudes of white noise surround my head I cannot even read my own thoughts anymore I am finished Erased, destroyed and cut out It matters not about perspective I give into the pressure To let it collapse my entirety My darkened spiral of love I despise the plague that I am This is no more I am no more There is no pain, anymore Nothing can hurt me Nothing can stop me I am the alpha and omega The beginning and the end Erased, destroyed, finished And all is left silent.
Note To Self: as long as i don't think about it, i am fine.. hell, i feel better.
nuthin' can dominate my mind.
my life, my control.
reminisced; - 9:13 PM
EL INTROVERTO
Zakaria
Officially 19
Demure by nature
Straight, single and not-looking
Music & Audio Tech student at SP
Drums & percussions
Sinister Infants
Melodic punk rock
i am just the way i am.
judge me for all you want.
it doesn't matter.
it didn't matter.
it will not matter.
be nice. and maybe with a wee bit of a miracle,
i might just be whoever you want me to be.
