I managed to recover fast from yesterday's anguish. Well, it occurred again. And I think it was amongst the worst that's ever happened.. Hmmm.. Fagg. My head almost blew up. I felt really terrible.. So terrible I was comparable to a pile of crap. Even a pile of crap isn't as worthless - they can still be used as fertilizers. I just.. Hmmm.. Oh fuck it. It's pointless to tell anyway.. But I really needed someone to talk to at that point of time.. But then again, I was having second thoughts.. I wouldn't want others to feel like shit too, would I? Man, if only I could pen down or even draw out what I was thinking and show it to the world...
(And thanks Aziz.. So sorry I just had to go off during our conversation.. Hope you understand, dude..)
Hmmm.. At least the sunset and the sight of kids laughing and running around with their happy family at Vivocity calmed me down.. And of course, the many couples that were around.. They just made me more envious. Oh well..
ps: Oh.. And hey.. I understand your situation. Your bro needed you. No need to apologize, yeah.. And thanks for the advice.. Cheers.
Note To Self: the things that are reason enough for me to keep going on.. - my mum - music - you
reminisced; - 11:51 PM
EL INTROVERTO
Zakaria
Officially 19
Demure by nature
Straight, single and not-looking
Music & Audio Tech student at SP
Drums & percussions
Sinister Infants
Melodic punk rock
i am just the way i am.
judge me for all you want.
it doesn't matter.
it didn't matter.
it will not matter.
be nice. and maybe with a wee bit of a miracle,
i might just be whoever you want me to be.
